Making the big jump…

Yesterday, I put my application on the forum of the best PVEHL guild of the server, Alliance side. One of our friends is officer here and told us (aka Ron and me) that we should try.

I’m very stressed. I talked with the hunter’s officer, we made a dummy test and he just said : « Get some better gear, forget Beast Mastery, and come back later. Bye. » Eck… Later in the night, I had the occasion to speak with the GM and other officers. Very nice people, and they know what they want. But they scared me a little… Anyway, they told us to put our apps on their website, we did.

I polished my app many times and it was very appreciated by the GM. But I’m still waiting for the hunter’s officer to speak up… 

I’m waiting … And I hate that.

And I wonder how I will tell my GM about that. He knows we may be looking for a new guild, and he knows it was THIS guilde. And he knows that he won’t be able to keep us if we are accepted. But anyway, it will be hard to quit our guild. I hope that not too many people will blame us for letting them down…

I’m feeling bad. I’m anxious about my app, I’m anxious about my current guild, I don’t know what the game will be in this other guild, I don’t know what to do for my first guild where I still have my druid… I worry too much. I’m already a part of two guilds and made an app for a third.  I’m usually a very loyal person and feel so bad letting them down, even if staying would mean getting bored. But today, I want to fly my own way. I want to elbow my way through Ulduar with the best players of the server.

I want an answer…

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I will get a trial ! Yes ! Ulduar 25… That will be huge !